Wednesday, April 14, 2010

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside
I'm not one of those, who can easily hide.

I just suddenly had this urge to listen to this song. And was reminded of how beautiful it was, and how it struck a chord that emanated so deeply within me.

It's actually really, really exhausting, to be fond of people. Especially so, when the law of imbalanced scales is constantly factored into our lives. You will never mean to other people, as much as what they mean to you. I've said this before and I'm not afraid of reiterating it. Hah, I stopped myself before typing 'reiterating it again'. I've preserved my English hurrah.

I sometimes love how people forget things and feelings so easily. Myself for one, find it really hard to do that. And yet, despite being able to remember all these little things, I'm unable to remember Math formulas or solutions to save my life. Ironic, isn't it - I remember the corny, cheesy, little tiny useless insignificant (well, at least to others) things but not these more fruitful stuff that could occupy a larger portion of my head but they do not.

Who'd listen to this impassioned ranting of a guy who's constantly caught in the past and not living in the present, and who sometimes wishes to go back in time? That's why all I have is this, and hence I hope you don't mind that I put this down in words. Because words are all I have, to take your heart away? Nahhh. Good song, though!

How exactly do you want me, to let you know, to impress upon you, to make you understand, how much I miss your presence in my life and am trying to show you that I want to do all I can to keep it intact? Tell me, please, 'cos, you know. Really. I'm finding it extremely hard to discover an effective way of letting these pleas be heard.

I don't understand how you'd just so callously throw me to the side. Or maybe I do, in the face of this daunting adversary of excitement, fun, laughter, beauty, gorgeousness, love, schedules, relevance, sex appeal, and everything else, that seems to take precedence.

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world


But you're hardly, anymore.

Anyway the thing is- what I really mean,
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen